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[Blood +] [Diva] or Madness Streak

Fandom: Blood +
Title: Madness Streak or
Author: moon_lolita
Beta Reader: levy
Rating: G
Genre: introspective
Warnings: none Characters
: Diva
Summary: "It was at that time but I felt anger and a feeling that perhaps could be called grief."


Claimed at mezzadozzinafic theme: envy


The night air was cool, almost pungent.
hummed in the park in a low voice, without making me feel, not so much compared to others but because I did not mean that no one should disturb my thoughts and to interfere with them.
Every moment, every passing day more and more I was bored not doing anything but living in the past waiting for my moment and the future that others were building for me without asking my opinion, no matter what I really wanted.
I just wanted to have fun and destroy, but Amshel did nothing but tell me to wait again and again.
I was tired of waiting for my prey, I wanted to drive it, hit, hurt and start to relieve a little at a time, everything had made her happy so far.
I wanted her to get my life to take back what I had always been denied, his family wanted to have one myself.
I wanted everything she had, whim and I finally feel alive, just like her.
enough for me that something was her or that she wished it, and want to claim it for myself.
In my mind endlessly recreating the moment, meeting her I would play with her already felt the overwhelming joy immaginadomela suffer, to see her lose all her confidence piece by piece, all his happiness, to get the full excitement and laughter imagining body pierced and my sister still.
was at that time but I felt anger and a feeling that perhaps could be called sadness.
The image of the body of my sister's lifeless that had built up before my eyes hurt me. To a moment I was touched by the thought that once you got everything, once you got everything I wanted I would feel exactly as before, empty and alone.
In my fantasy I had taken everything, including his life and I did not stay still nothing.
had again lost the game and I lost the only thing for which I had continued to live.
The excitement was extinguished immediately.
The game I enjoyed more and more I was bored and angry than before.