rewrite my mind
I miss Italy.
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snows in New England. My friends were married on Sunday and have remained in their home while they're on their honeymoon. They went to Cape Cod, in a hotel where every room has a jacuzzi inside. It is called the "cuddle and bubble
Before marriage I was a bit 'nervous to' celebrant ', ie' to make ceremonia' - as a priest. The fact of putting together my friends seemed very nice, but the fact of speaking church in front of all those people seemed heavy. In the past I had a strong fear of speaking PUBLIC. Even in the universities' and I 'caught, and there were times when the professor asked me something and me and' coming a terrible fear of physicality, my heart was beating strongly and I was losing my breath ...
few months ago I quit smoking using hypnotic discs, so 'I thought I'd do the same thing with the fear of speaking PUBLIC. I bought a disc made with pieces hypnotics that make you think that talking about publications and 'entertaining and beautiful, you're much to ease on stage, that your confidence and stellar. It worked! I was not afraid on the wedding day ... in fact I look happiness' the next time I speak in front of people. HOLY MADONNA!
do not know if ipnosis igualmente would work for everyone, but at least I have many suggestions and this' exciting. It means that now I can "rewrite" a lot of stuff in my brain ... maybe I can if I want megliorare my memory (and so 'even my Italian, you will be happy to hear), or become a person who is asleep and awake at night morning, or maybe I can grow another ten centimeters and become a genius! OK OK, maybe not, but I feel much more 'powerful today than normal. I feel both free and powerful, and 'a great feeling ...
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
Wednesday, March 3, 2004
Can You Pop Genital Warts
another English translation from the diary
------- I can not sleep or lose 'my plane. This week 'game and now is time to NYC.
I would have advised very good - recommended as the omniscient and omnipresent. Is that 'too much to ask? I feel so '"Lost in the supermarket" from time to time. And then I try to inspettare my life for goodness ': and' this good? Has value? E 'wise? It 'probably going to end' with something of real beauty? With this you can 'do petting?
In general, I'm in this state of mind while flying through the air at speeds from fear.
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A friend of mine and is' dead in the early days of 2001 and besides I was obsessed with death - with the idea of dying. Do not scare me the idea of the Next World '' The End Finale, but the idea of being in bed dying, and say "FUCK! Regret ..." I terrorize. I would die without words.
There are so 'many ways in which you can judge your life. This would make a good movie? And 'good? I have my fun '? I'm learning something? It is becoming more 'relaxing? There's love in this situation? Someone playing an accordion nearby? As I let fear dominate my choices? E 'can be an independent thinker? If the answer 'yes, I'm trying to do? I appreciate the good and that 'cool here? Someone did a breakdance in front of me today? Way towards a goal 'right? There is movement, even a tiny bit '?
Spectri I think all of these variants (multiple levels of happiness 'as LEARNING NEW STUFF, and sex CREPE COOKING VERY GOOD, and you look after the house PIU' BEFORE THAT EASILY, and doing stuff for other people instead of being obsessed SE OF TWENTY-FOUR HOURS SEVEN DAYS A WEEK, etc.)
- and e 'at that point I would like supergenitori or recommended by the lady to come and put in comfortable and give me a formula to follow. Potrebb'essere that their definition of being a man or woman (and boys) and does not require to take you to be omniscient a formula, but instead cross the landscape in the heart knowing that you really want and that the road and walk 'Good. If that 's true, to March 3 at 4:27 in Louisville Kentucky, homeless and a few minutes before boarding a plane with a terrible colds, are now adults.
but I try to stand around with the lack of certainty.
- s.
------- I can not sleep or lose 'my plane. This week 'game and now is time to NYC.
I would have advised very good - recommended as the omniscient and omnipresent. Is that 'too much to ask? I feel so '"Lost in the supermarket" from time to time. And then I try to inspettare my life for goodness ': and' this good? Has value? E 'wise? It 'probably going to end' with something of real beauty? With this you can 'do petting?
In general, I'm in this state of mind while flying through the air at speeds from fear.
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A friend of mine and is' dead in the early days of 2001 and besides I was obsessed with death - with the idea of dying. Do not scare me the idea of the Next World '' The End Finale, but the idea of being in bed dying, and say "FUCK! Regret ..." I terrorize. I would die without words.
There are so 'many ways in which you can judge your life. This would make a good movie? And 'good? I have my fun '? I'm learning something? It is becoming more 'relaxing? There's love in this situation? Someone playing an accordion nearby? As I let fear dominate my choices? E 'can be an independent thinker? If the answer 'yes, I'm trying to do? I appreciate the good and that 'cool here? Someone did a breakdance in front of me today? Way towards a goal 'right? There is movement, even a tiny bit '?
Spectri I think all of these variants (multiple levels of happiness 'as LEARNING NEW STUFF, and sex CREPE COOKING VERY GOOD, and you look after the house PIU' BEFORE THAT EASILY, and doing stuff for other people instead of being obsessed SE OF TWENTY-FOUR HOURS SEVEN DAYS A WEEK, etc.)
- and e 'at that point I would like supergenitori or recommended by the lady to come and put in comfortable and give me a formula to follow. Potrebb'essere that their definition of being a man or woman (and boys) and does not require to take you to be omniscient a formula, but instead cross the landscape in the heart knowing that you really want and that the road and walk 'Good. If that 's true, to March 3 at 4:27 in Louisville Kentucky, homeless and a few minutes before boarding a plane with a terrible colds, are now adults.
but I try to stand around with the lack of certainty.
- s.
Tuesday, March 2, 2004
Drinking Age In Barcelona
saschamarie @ 2004-03-03T01: 59:00
I mean, not everything 'bad here. I am in Kentucky at the home of one of my friends 'expensive in the world, a guy who knew when I was twelve, and drive the streets together and talk about everything and that' success in recent years. Let's go eat food thilandese a day, Mexican the next, Egipt, and the next day. I was missing a lot of food here and friends. I should speak more 'than that!
------- ENGLISH TRANSLATION OF SOMETHING FROM THE DIARY:
Even if I stay in bed for two days, breaking in [mucus] and talking incorentemente the secret landscapes of dreams, Kentucky gave me a lot of good.
What good times with my dear friend, who was lost to me for so 'long.
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FORWARD FOR THE LOVE OF GOD:
I found places to work with Habitat for Humanity as a leader of people working at voluntario - there are places in both Austin and New Orleans. I have a vision of my own in Austin, all tanned and muscular (muscles will be 'work to organize all those sweaty construction workers), taking turns with a bike and going to barbeque dinners. I can not imagine myself in New Orleans at all. The thing I really want is' get a job in media relations or public with the Americorps, but now I can not find one that does not Occor a degree. Given universities'!
I mean, not everything 'bad here. I am in Kentucky at the home of one of my friends 'expensive in the world, a guy who knew when I was twelve, and drive the streets together and talk about everything and that' success in recent years. Let's go eat food thilandese a day, Mexican the next, Egipt, and the next day. I was missing a lot of food here and friends. I should speak more 'than that!
------- ENGLISH TRANSLATION OF SOMETHING FROM THE DIARY:
Even if I stay in bed for two days, breaking in [mucus] and talking incorentemente the secret landscapes of dreams, Kentucky gave me a lot of good.
What good times with my dear friend, who was lost to me for so 'long.
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FORWARD FOR THE LOVE OF GOD:
I found places to work with Habitat for Humanity as a leader of people working at voluntario - there are places in both Austin and New Orleans. I have a vision of my own in Austin, all tanned and muscular (muscles will be 'work to organize all those sweaty construction workers), taking turns with a bike and going to barbeque dinners. I can not imagine myself in New Orleans at all. The thing I really want is' get a job in media relations or public with the Americorps, but now I can not find one that does not Occor a degree. Given universities'!
Grid Tie Inverter Schematic
when he complained of cultural stuff that should not be for nothing
Holy Virgin and the 'strange country.
I'm obsessed with stupid things, like the Atkins diet, where (if you do not already know ') and' Do not eat carbohydrates. The theory here and 'that carbohydrates are bad for you, make you gain weight and to lose weight and become a person of wealth and health, you should only eat protein and fat. Thus' the Americans eat a bifsteak and two eggs for breakfast, but no bread and decreased. Maybe he dies in two years for the sake of blood cholesterol, but decreased.
This diet is 'very popular and in any place you see advertising' for stuff without carbohydrates. Bread, not carbohydrates. BEER without carbohydrates. What things are made these foods? Plastic!
Another thing I do not like and 'all these machines GIANT. In English we call "sports utility vehicles." In Italian I do not think there is a name, because it would be impossible to pay the gas for a car of this type. In Virginia I saw a housewife at the mall who was driving a Humvee military machine is called. It would be possible to drive sobre small machine with that!
------- I mean, there are ideas here that stupidee are new - places that are new spelling, psychological places where everyone has had his brain washed, but not me because I was in Europe. But I had washed the brain to feel pleasure when I hear Kylie Minogue to the radio, or thinking that the shirt that shows her tits and 'better and better.
seems that all people are sleeping together and does the same dream.
Holy Virgin and the 'strange country.
I'm obsessed with stupid things, like the Atkins diet, where (if you do not already know ') and' Do not eat carbohydrates. The theory here and 'that carbohydrates are bad for you, make you gain weight and to lose weight and become a person of wealth and health, you should only eat protein and fat. Thus' the Americans eat a bifsteak and two eggs for breakfast, but no bread and decreased. Maybe he dies in two years for the sake of blood cholesterol, but decreased.
This diet is 'very popular and in any place you see advertising' for stuff without carbohydrates. Bread, not carbohydrates. BEER without carbohydrates. What things are made these foods? Plastic!
Another thing I do not like and 'all these machines GIANT. In English we call "sports utility vehicles." In Italian I do not think there is a name, because it would be impossible to pay the gas for a car of this type. In Virginia I saw a housewife at the mall who was driving a Humvee military machine is called. It would be possible to drive sobre small machine with that!
------- I mean, there are ideas here that stupidee are new - places that are new spelling, psychological places where everyone has had his brain washed, but not me because I was in Europe. But I had washed the brain to feel pleasure when I hear Kylie Minogue to the radio, or thinking that the shirt that shows her tits and 'better and better.
seems that all people are sleeping together and does the same dream.
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